Let it Go Let it Flow

So many times throughout my life I've tried to force certain things that I wanted. More times I learned that you can want it with every nerve ending in your body and have nothing but good intention around it, but if its not for you, then it wont be for you. I think the toughest battles are ones we don’t talk out loud about, maybe because the issue is there but hasn’t grown to surface yet. One of my greatest wars has been releasing full control of things, accepting them for what they are, and letting whats mine make its way to me. The sound of that seems way simpler than it actually is and it took some time to go through levels of it for me to realize that THERE ARE LEVELS TO IT. At surface level, hearing “Let go and let God” or even “let it go and let it flow” are good as reminders or mantras to base your expectation on. You know at the end of the day thats eventually what its going to be, but theres still an anxiousness about it. Alot of it for me was “Am i doing the right things right now?” which as you can see was out of pure intentions. I learned over many years that even that presence of anxiousness and worry was a form of control that i needed to let go of. Releasing full control is the back end of the motion, first comes being completely detailed and specific about what you desire/ what your vision is, putting effort to make actionable steps toward those things, and being reassured that if you did your part and its still not yours, then the answer can either be NO or NOT RIGHT NOW. I’m at a point now where i have the overall vision but can see the journey in increments like a lamp to my feet where the tunnel is dark ahead and i can only take step by step (Psalm 119:105) I realize that I am doing all that I can right now in this moment for what I believe serves me currently and am careful to be aware of taking inventory of what i need to add or leave behind.

Take heed in remembering that life hands us difficulties that are tailored to the parts of us that are yet to be revealed. God is always showing us, similar to a riddle, ways to cracking the code to life. Some people are more woke, attentive, and sensitive to the messages… others are either completely blind to them orrr just not as far ahead in their journey. If you openly and willingly ask God to open your eyes, ohhh wont He do it. Should you ask God to grow, expect rain. Know this too… some people don’t even realize its raining. They walk through rain, might experience a break in the cloud, then walk right back into the same storm. So think about where you are, if you’re outside with just a hoodie on it then soon it will be drenched with the coming storms. Build shelter and keep in mind that construction takes time, but careful attention to detail and patience to build a solid, waterproof foundation. I hope this gives you some insight!!! Until next time!

With deep love,

Molly